I don't feel like celebrating my birth today. It's so hard to get used to "celebrating" without a loved one that meant so much on days like these. Just wish I could fast forward to when my heart doesn't feel so shattered and empty. In the meantime I'm trying to lean on God and trust His good plan for my life. It's just that He and I sometimes disagree on "good".
Oh, Lord I look forward to the day You remove the curse from this wretched land and You set things right so my heart isn't in constant conflict with Your way and so I can be with You.
Did you know shepherd's used to break the legs of young sheep who constantly wondered away from the fold? Wellllllll, I'm doing research on this and I'm finding it's not what I and most everyone thought it was. I'm going to finish my research before presenting this, don't want to continue leading people astray in this stuff. So yes, I will keep you on the edge of your seat... Ha ha ha...
Goodnight!
~Jenna
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